In life we find ourselves, or do we?  As we stumble through making decisons and choices that effect the next move we make, life can get a little crazy.  Here  I am.  A mother of three boys who I love oh so much.  I don't love the strech marks they gave me.  But, I love them.  I'm also an abolishinist working to put an end to child sex slavery.  (www.speakupforthem.com)  Not to mention a wife of the most wonderful man that I've been married to for 10 beautiful years. 

With all I do for other I find it so much more imortant to do something for myself.  Fitness, is my thing.  It's only mine.  If I go I benifit, if I don't I loose.  If I eat clean I feel good and have energy.  If I choose to binge it only hurts me.  I love being in the gym on the tread beating the crap out of my body.  Listening to some amazing tunes and it's just me and the sweat rolling off my chin. 

I don't have it all together.  I have times I loose the point of doing something for me.  But, I always find my way back and fall in love all over again with the sweet pain.